POSTED ON Monday, September 23, 2013 AT 1:52 AM Not that i have a lot of choices. This time it's different. I dont know what i want. Or if i really want it-maybe i don't need it. What if im just tired of everything, am i forcing myself into doing it. Like "whatever" maybe i don't need it but i like the idea of having it. Just the idea. What does that makes me? I might be mental. Might be.