POSTED ON Sunday, December 16, 2012 AT 9:34 AM
Day four

Day four without Boyfriend. Must i say, i miss him tons and i can't wait to see him on the eve of Christmas. Eight more days. Come home soon baby , i just hate to be away from you. I feel so incomplete , and lonely; just too lonely . I miss your voice, your smell, your hugs and kisses, just everything; all the little things about you, i miss them all !

Be back soon soldier, i love you
xoxo



POSTED ON Thursday, December 13, 2012 AT 11:16 AM
Orientation day

I never really have praised you before but you are undeniably the best i've ever had. From the start, i knew we could make it a long way ; look at us now. We are just weeks away from our first anniversary. It wasnt easy at all. So many fights, so much tears , but from the pain we've gain . From our mistakes, we've learnt.


I can never be more proud than today. Although it pains me to see you go , i know this would be better for yourself and our future, insyaallah.


Im sorry for all the times i hated you, for the times i told you off, the times i hurt you, made you cry, and the times i rebel . I was such a pain in the ass but you never gave up on me. Til the very last day you've been so forgiving, loving , gentle and so patient with me. I realised i've got a giantnormous ego , you too but you've always gave in. Thank you.


I'm so blessed to have you , knowing how much of a mess i am , you still chose to stay with me, if i could turn back time, i would make us happen faster just so i could be your first .... And the only one. But thats fine, thank god your previous relationship didnt work out. Hahahah. I love you fucker !