POSTED ON Sunday, November 25, 2012 AT 9:07 AM
i'm lost for words right now. I never felt this sad before,things are getting more fucked up. This calls for a bail-out. I don't give a fuck if he thinks im insensitive anymore, i need to stand my ground, i have my rights as a lady to demand for respect. Furthermore you're the one who's being insensitive all these while. It's ridiculous when you keep fucking me like it's my fault ,when it's you who upsets me,so shut your gap.save all your "words of advice" for yourself and start showing me that you're really sorry.

Don't just say sorry, what are words, right?

I've been patient enough, I've been kind enough to let you have my heart despite the chance/risk of it getting broken again, i still let you in, let you take all of this like a learn-as-you-go kind of thing. Sometimes, it really tires me but i keep on telling myself , you'll learn one day and all will be better. And when i almost gave up, i remembered that at one point of time, i wanted this too despite knowing what it would be like.I couldn't blame you for everything but then you keep acting like it's cool just because you know i'd forgive you.But one could only take so much , and apparently i'm at that point where it feels like giving up is the only option.

It hit my heart so bad when you said you would tell the world about my shitass acts, you know why it hurt me that bad? cause after all i did after so much i've spent on trying to keep you smiling ,trying to make you feel complete, and not forgetting all the PAIN AND SUFFERING i went through, you still have the cheek to say that? Man, what are you? I swear it hurt real bad, for a minute i felt like i wasn't good enough, or never good at all for you. Thank you for making me feel that way, you must feel good about yourself now huh.